Friday, January 26, 2007

 
so i walked over to you and said, "pretty please, can i have a hug?"

you stared at me.
lifted me up.
and slammed me against the wall.

at least now i know..
i can't depend on a single person for my happiness.

because people, even the dearest,
they fail you.
snoresree 7:50 AM

Sunday, October 08, 2006

 
when great love is rejected,
a part of the heart dies.

the only thing he can do,
is to run away from everything.

to find someone he loves second most.

i never thought i could love again.
never thought i could let someone else in.
snoresree 9:04 AM

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

 
ask and you will receive..

presents :)

I WANT PRESENTS! :D
snoresree 10:39 PM

Friday, September 01, 2006

 
baby just say goodnight
i'll be gone tomorrow.
baby just close your eyes,
i can't stand the sorrow.
baby just walk away
you know i can't stay.

there's no easy way to say goodbye,
so baby,
just say

goodnight

please just say goodnight..

i can't believe it took me 3 years to understand and resolute that the path i had taken was wrong. and in the process, hurt someone so deeply. everytime the pain comes, i remember how it is a million times worse for you and i am so sorry. i am truely sorry for everything.

but please sing to me..

"i love you too much to make you stay baby,

fly away.."
snoresree 5:26 AM

Friday, August 11, 2006

 
i need to stop reading blogs to remind myself how oh-so-boring my life is.

seriously,
why is my life not spent travelling around the world,
getting invited to functions,
sipping luxurious wines,
or even, fighting terrorists?

EVENTLESS.

that's it.
i am going to Europe with jq next year.
after America.
i'm going to BEG my mum.

YES.
whee :)

and so i ask for the millionth time,
why am i not her?
snoresree 7:52 AM

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

 
i don't need to be the king of the world,
as long as i'm the hero of this little girl.

sweetness.. :)

arrival of emotional isolation.
time to conquer the world with my earth-shattering diligence!
DOREEN TAN

someday i'll know,
why i did all that i did.

i don't need to be a superman,
as long as you will always be my biggest fan.

should i go watch fireworks?
should i?
should i not?

hmm.
snoresree 3:25 AM

Saturday, June 17, 2006

 
i was born to love you.

he, who gives in abundance, and asks for that much in return.
she, who gives in sprinkles, asks for almost nothing in return.

he, who keeps asking.
she, who doesnt mind not receiving. just so he'll stop asking.

i'm so tired.
all sucked up and dried.
all faked up.
all used up.
looking at the expectations of me i cannot and will not fulfill.

all i ask is to be accepted the way i am. unquestioned
all i ask is eveything be happy. peaceful

"you're the best i can ever have."
"you're too good for me."
amidst all these giving and receiving, asking and accepting
she realises that she is the one who is not good enough for him.

i miss me.
just me.

maybe everything was a mistake right from the beginning.
maybe it shouldn't have been this way.

maybe i should stop this torment right here, right now.
because maybe,

i was not born to love you.
snoresree 8:12 PM